cannot be!
this week has been really exhausting for me...
too much drama. depression took a toll on me... lost weight in a matter of days... took it all in... but finally broke down..
yet... ive risen from that hell hole.. jeez.. ive realized that life is so short to be spent on sulking. it wasnt worth it anyway. yes, i want her back. but not now... maybe in time.. when she realizes my worth. when she will be worthy enough of the love i have given her. when drama no loner reigns her life. when she proves that she deserves my trust again.
i'm really thankful for all my friends. i kept blaming myself that it was my fault... theyve made me realize that it was a pathetic excuse. and it really was. jeez. i should be with someone who would fight for me, accept me as i am, and would hang on and never let the love be gone...nan! daw ka quote? wahaha!! but really though...i have loved purely and without guilt, and that was what i should get? tsk tsk.. i didnt deserve that. I LOOOOOVEEEEE YOU FRIENDS! MWAAAAAHZ!
anyway, after that horrible week. last night really made up for it. super! i was with friends... and had a blast of unplanned fun! garrrrrr!!!!
eating chicken skin at this chicken house.. then splitting the three-piece chicken coz we just felt like eating... hahaha..
videoke at sm storyland... singing our hearts out with sappy songs, slamming to rock songs, and just havin g fun. jeez... videoke has never been fun as that night. weeeeeeeee!!!
gig @ refuel. jeez.. never! and i mean, never will i ever go to another gig @ refuel. hahah!! but still.. had soooooooo much fun. food trip again.. and got my reunion with my long lost friend... hahaha.. i missed you! you pulang kabayo! bwahahha!! as much as i dont want to admit it, i got drunk after only three bottles. jeez! that was soooooo embarrasing. anyway, there was this cute waiter.. and i kept coming back to order so i could see him..wahahah.. how pathetic. but no one could be cuter than who was with me that night. hahaha.. jeez... cannot be! ahahaha... ok ok... enough about him... hey.. i just remembered... how cute it was that we kept finishing each other's sentences...wahahah... ok ok!! STOP!l
the best part... going home... hahaha... jeez! walkathon? food trip. naman? parajan! stoplyt! teds? hahaah.. the. best. part. was. it. was just the two of us, and we still had fun... walang ilangan. hahaha... OMG! now he makes me smile... waaaaa!!! cannot be!!!!!
nene... thank you for the laughs...
rana... thank you for the smile... =)
too much drama. depression took a toll on me... lost weight in a matter of days... took it all in... but finally broke down..
yet... ive risen from that hell hole.. jeez.. ive realized that life is so short to be spent on sulking. it wasnt worth it anyway. yes, i want her back. but not now... maybe in time.. when she realizes my worth. when she will be worthy enough of the love i have given her. when drama no loner reigns her life. when she proves that she deserves my trust again.
i'm really thankful for all my friends. i kept blaming myself that it was my fault... theyve made me realize that it was a pathetic excuse. and it really was. jeez. i should be with someone who would fight for me, accept me as i am, and would hang on and never let the love be gone...nan! daw ka quote? wahaha!! but really though...i have loved purely and without guilt, and that was what i should get? tsk tsk.. i didnt deserve that. I LOOOOOVEEEEE YOU FRIENDS! MWAAAAAHZ!
anyway, after that horrible week. last night really made up for it. super! i was with friends... and had a blast of unplanned fun! garrrrrr!!!!
eating chicken skin at this chicken house.. then splitting the three-piece chicken coz we just felt like eating... hahaha..
videoke at sm storyland... singing our hearts out with sappy songs, slamming to rock songs, and just havin g fun. jeez... videoke has never been fun as that night. weeeeeeeee!!!
gig @ refuel. jeez.. never! and i mean, never will i ever go to another gig @ refuel. hahah!! but still.. had soooooooo much fun. food trip again.. and got my reunion with my long lost friend... hahaha.. i missed you! you pulang kabayo! bwahahha!! as much as i dont want to admit it, i got drunk after only three bottles. jeez! that was soooooo embarrasing. anyway, there was this cute waiter.. and i kept coming back to order so i could see him..wahahah.. how pathetic. but no one could be cuter than who was with me that night. hahaha.. jeez... cannot be! ahahaha... ok ok... enough about him... hey.. i just remembered... how cute it was that we kept finishing each other's sentences...wahahah... ok ok!! STOP!l
the best part... going home... hahaha... jeez! walkathon? food trip. naman? parajan! stoplyt! teds? hahaah.. the. best. part. was. it. was just the two of us, and we still had fun... walang ilangan. hahaha... OMG! now he makes me smile... waaaaa!!! cannot be!!!!!
nene... thank you for the laughs...
rana... thank you for the smile... =)
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